urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:omarios you crazy... omar 2006-10-26T21:58:35Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:omarios:541 2006-10-26T15:05:15Z 2006-10-26T21:58:35Z I really want to stay away but I don't at the same time. I really just want to say "fck it" to everything and start my whole life again...every aspect...but I'm too afraid. I want to say, "I can't be your friend because it pains me" but I can't. The problem is that I'm too indecisive and that I care too much about other's feelings. Honestly, I'm just too nice! I don't want to go back on my word because it'll definately make me look like I don't know but not good. I wished I could move far away... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:omarios:355 2006-10-20T02:43:36Z 2006-10-20T03:01:24Z Hmm, I remember starting a livejournal a while back but I can't remember my username and that stuff. So, here's a new one...<br /><br />How's life?<br /><br />Well, it's good. It's really good. Single life is awesome. I never really thought I would be happy not having someone around; you get used to having someone around for two and a half years. Right now, I'm just enjoying life. Working, school, haging out with friends and spending my money on myself...awesome! <br /><br />Adrian asked me how is life after my ex...what ex? The fucker that screwed me over? Oh, well, it's "awesome possum."<br /><br />School...it's getting hard. Well not hard...I'm just making it hard for myself. I don't read nor study and so things are just blah. I guess that it's not like my GE classes, now it's more specific and too much information that I need to take in. ::sigh:: When am I going to be done? What do I do after I graduate?<br /><br />I'm getting along with my parents super right now. Well, my dad was alway easy to be around but my mom was a bit difficult sometimes. Oddly, I know understand why she has been giving me a lot of "shit"...because I don't help her. I really just take her for granted and I shouldn't. I will stop that. I don't want to mess my relationship with my parents. They have been super great with me. Helping me with anything I need even though I don't give anything back. I don't know what I would do if I didn't have my parents around...<br /><br />Mayuree and I are planning on moving out and renting an apartment next year. I hope it happens...I think that she and I will be great roommates.<br /><br />Oh, I got a raise today. I didn't even ask for it. I was leaving and they pulled me in my manager's office and the owner was there and he said that I was doing a great job and that they appreciate everything I do for the company and I got more money now! It's a about time. All that running around and being the manager's bitch is kinda tiring. I'm the assistant manager, by the way.<br /><br />Well..shower time.