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Thu, 26 Oct 2006 15:05:15 GMT

I really want to stay away but I don't at the same time. I really just want to say "fck it" to everything and start my whole life again...every aspect...but I'm too afraid. I want to say, "I can't be your friend because it pains me" but I can't. The problem is that I'm too indecisive and that I care too much about other's feelings. Honestly, I'm just too nice! I don't want to go back on my word because it'll definately make me look like I don't know but not good. I wished I could move far away...

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Fri, 20 Oct 2006 02:43:36 GMT

Hmm, I remember starting a livejournal a while back but I can't remember my username and that stuff. So, here's a new one...

How's life?

Well, it's good. It's really good. Single life is awesome. I never really thought I would be happy not having someone around; you get used to having someone around for two and a half years. Right now, I'm just enjoying life. Working, school, haging out with friends and spending my money on myself...awesome!

Adrian asked me how is life after my ex...what ex? The fucker that screwed me over? Oh, well, it's "awesome possum."

School...it's getting hard. Well not hard...I'm just making it hard for myself. I don't read nor study and so things are just blah. I guess that it's not like my GE classes, now it's more specific and too much information that I need to take in. ::sigh:: When am I going to be done? What do I do after I graduate?

I'm getting along with my parents super right now. Well, my dad was alway easy to be around but my mom was a bit difficult sometimes. Oddly, I know understand why she has been giving me a lot of "shit"...because I don't help her. I really just take her for granted and I shouldn't. I will stop that. I don't want to mess my relationship with my parents. They have been super great with me. Helping me with anything I need even though I don't give anything back. I don't know what I would do if I didn't have my parents around...

Mayuree and I are planning on moving out and renting an apartment next year. I hope it happens...I think that she and I will be great roommates.

Oh, I got a raise today. I didn't even ask for it. I was leaving and they pulled me in my manager's office and the owner was there and he said that I was doing a great job and that they appreciate everything I do for the company and I got more money now! It's a about time. All that running around and being the manager's bitch is kinda tiring. I'm the assistant manager, by the way.

Well..shower time.

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